I'm kinda sorta on the fence about submitting anything. It's not like I can't take criticism or anything. I'm just not so confident about my (haha I accidentally me instead of my at first) things. I guess you could say I'm a little self conscious about what I show to people. Once I was taking out my anger in writing, and I forgot to close the word document when my sister wanted to get on the computer. And as I was walking away I remembered and I ran back and turned the monitor off. Of course she was suspicious. She wanted to see and I really didn't want her to. But no matter how much I begged, she wouldn't give up. I was too embarrassed to see her reaction so I made a deal with her. I told her that she had to wait until I was safely locked inside my room until she could turn the monitor back on and she couldn't show anyone else. So I ran as fast as I could to my room, locked the door, and hide under the covers. After a few minutes, there was a faint knock on my door. I didn't answer until she threatened to show my brother. I opened the door with the covers still around me and when she came in and sat on my bed, I stayed behind the door. She said she really liked it blah blah blah. To make matters worse she read it out loud to me. My cheeks burned at the sound of my words being read out loud. Eventually, I came from behind the door but with my covers still over me, and slowly I took a peek at her, then eventually after a while, I took the covers off cause it was too hot.
I don't know why I shared that little experience with you (if someone is reading this..highly doubtful) but I did. (I had the urge to say, "Don't hate, appreciate" after that sentence. hmmm)
You know what, feck it (quote...my friend. internet isn't safe these days ya know), I'm posting my stuff up. I'll just hyperventilate and regret it later. I can always remove if I like...right?